Ive just had a blood test

and what makes it weird is that my mum took my blood.

she is fully qualified of course but its horrid. the idea of something stabbing you is bad enough.

then you have your life fuel sucked out of you. (i dont care how much it is its just horrible generally). then you look up to see your mum holding the needle.

perfect.

anyways im off iceskating later and i have a freind who is quite good at it. hes been trying to prove that i am not good at iceskating because i havnt got a grade and he "has"...

well thats great.

hes had more weeks at it when i couldnt go for whatever reason and he has his own skates. mine wont be here till next week. but what he forgets is that when we were both skating he was falling all the time and i could take a full charge of any burke skating the wrong way. theres only one thing i cant do that i care about.

going backwards. cant do it. i was taught how but my body will not go backwards.

at any rate i can skate well enough to have fun. oh and i can talk to my mates without pissing them off for the sake of it

oh yeh

It was my birthday yesterday and i bought these skates

My first blog

Hi I'm matt and ill be Blogging my inner most thoughts and feelings (within reason) onto here!!! you lucky fiends. So first you will have to know who i am to understand me. im 17 and what you would class as a geek. I'm a Christian with the morals that go along with that. To be honest as much as i can make friends with almost anyone i keep my thoughts to myself and as much as i can get to know someone within an hour of meeting them i suspect its very hard to know me inside out until having a few years of being a mate.

recently ive been lucking into the differences in thinking between guys and girls. hmmm now thats a controversial subject. now i dont mean the trivial "girls like fashion guys like cars" thats just irrelevant. im on about the more useful. having most of my freinds as girls gives me a rare and not muched love perspective as the "guy" best friend. One such freind of mine ill just call E, she always had problems with men. "hes cheatin on me why cant he do this and that why doesnt he care how i think, why doesnt he just ask how i feel?"

now from a guys perspective i know the reason and it aint pretty. most guys dont care.

most just want a girlfreind for the obvious.

and even when hearing this girls either dont beleive the nice guys exsist or they just dont beleive me.

this is bad for the guys like me. now dont get me wrong im an arsehole for patronisation but im one of those guys who care. FOR SOME REASON .dont ask me why that is i just dont know.

with my last GF she cheated on me 9 times with the guy she hated for not having any emotion or any care for her... thanks lol.

so yeh most guys are nobs and most girls are hippocrits. which leaves the few exceptions to the rule stuffed with no self esteem.

Thank you society!!!!

at anyrate please leave your comments if you can (im new to blogspot)

id like to know what you think